todae is a very boring dae...
know why...
firstly my ss test...
although i manage to write finish my both essay...
bt i wil nvr do well for my second essay...
coz it was rush out in 10 min...
aloh 10 MIN lehz...
how can it be possible...
then nvrm...
i knwo i can pass...
secondly...went with sueanne and celine to sembawang...
then with sueanne go find roy...
they all really buey ps lohz...
i there they stil can be lovely dovey...
wad the hell...
and u know wad i can do...
jus bio zharbo to keep myself occupied...
aloh lah...can plz think of others...
u know it really sux to see u all like this...
when i cant...
but nvrm...
thirdly the rehearsal...
although it nice...
but i realise that my job will be very tirin...
coz had to stand there for 5 MIN...
u know to a fat pig like me...
is very long...
omg...but actually fun lahz...
haha...was suppose to go riverside to settle somethin...
but didnt go in the end...
coz dun feel like goin and cannot go...
so didnt go...
hope it goes well for them...


sometime it better nt to love someone..
as it would nt make u sad for it...
coz i know it a stupid reason to be emo..
but i had no choice...
because it jus came to my mind when i saw roy and sueanne...
they really so lovery dovey lohz...
and i know i wil nvr be with her...
it became worst when sueanne brought it up...
i dunno wad to do u know...
i really wanted to thaw the ice between us...
but i really could nt make myself to do it...
even though sueanne told me that sometime guy shld be initiative...
but i really could nt do it...
maybe everythin will go in a puff of smoke...
when i finally left the sch in 2 month time..
but wad i know now...
it ordi toture me for 1 yrs plus and i reallly do not know how to face anymore...