it had been ages since i blog...
haha must sae sry to my faithful readers...
which i doubt i have...
haiz have been workin the whole dae...
i think that the thing i could let me frgt all my trouble...
haha..and as i sae...i am back in orchard workin..
same place as last yr...
so wan can come find me..
haha...todae i went for the red camp...
at ngee nan poly...
and it turn out to be a disater...
basically i was alone there...
listenin to song...
coz i gt no frenz..
but i have to thank some of the student leaders..
like shawn the photograher...
haha...he treat me damm nice...
and even tok to me...
he even help me out with my habit..
haha..lol...
another student leader will be ajit..
haha also try to help me out..
thank but i really dun like ther...
nt due to u all..
but due to the fact i gt no frenz there..
even hab they are with another ppl..
i know our camp is to know ppl..
but they all mix with their own grp...
i hab no chance to get involve..
so i intend nt to go tmr and tmr tmr...
but i at least know how poly life go...
so i hab bring some thing back..
haha end camp at bout 7...
chiong all the way to bus stop to relieve myself...
coz cant tahan le..
then took the shuttle bus to clementi mrt...
and took the train home...
and cried throughtout the train...
i actually miss 2 mrt...
to hope that i could meet the one i wan to meet..
but i jus miss it...
and my tears started to flow..
i actually wanted to be with u all..
but something jus kept me away...
i wanted to go close but coz of the thing...
it jus take my courage away..
and prevented me from goin over...
i jus dunno why..
i scolded myself...
i had knew she wil come and yet i stil go...
it was like tryin to throw the rock on my own leg...
and let myself suffer...
actually i wanna clear this out with u...
i actually usin other gal to heal myself coz of u...
even though i am saein i had forgtten her...
but yet her memory jus came back when i saw her...
why did she appear in my life..
if i had been expell frm sch at sec 3...
i wun be sufferin now...
and now she ordi appear in my life..
i had no choice but to let myself suffer...
even a msg from u could perk up my dae...
or even a hello...
i would be hapy for the whole dae..
i really wan go back to b4..
where i could stil tok to u...
stil walk with u...
and send u home...
and spend time tgt...
we now had graduated...
and no one know if we stil meet again...
whether or nt wad wil happen between both of us..
but i jus wanna tell u something...
which is...
i wil stil love u..
and that all..