nothing to do...
come here blog...
haiz could nt sleep last night...
had been thinkin bout wad happen last nights...
and it cost my sleep...
i jus couldnt see them to be tgt again..
maybe u sae i am stupid or wad..
i was even askin her to be with him again...
which was contridicting wad i was saein in the first part...
i dunno wad i am doin...
maybe it time to gib up...
and then focus on my study?
but however i couldnt...
because for all this while...
she had been in my life...
if she was nt in my life suddenly...
i wil feel very weird...
i dunno why...
why cant i be more selfish...
and jus ask them nt to be back tgt...
why couldnt i...
ytd while msgin..
tears suddenly rolled down my eye...
i try to stop myself but couldnt...
haiz the feelin jus sux kk...
but nvrm at least ltr i wil be goin 888...
go meet darius god father...
at least ltr wil be alcohol...
i wan to drink and forgt everything...

why did this kind of thign happen to me...
last time also now also..
i know i might nt be the best in the world...
but at least i know i wil treat u gd..
and wun do thing that make u sad..
i know is hard bt wad i wan...
is jus ur heart...
and that all...