todae woke up at 11 .
then text with peep .
then went over to food fare to find my mother eat lunch then find clique .
went to arcade play then basketball court .
jared came down !
had fun playin basketbal with him !
it had been so longggggggggggg since i play til so happily !
Thank jared !
but it change as it suddenly rain haiz :(
then slack under block tok :(
then went 334 eat pei jared wait cab then slack then home !
that all :D

i had been tryin to use basketball to distress ,
however thing is nt like before :(
everydae study til 5 , jus hopin i could had a gd time at basketbal court like before ,
but in the end wad i had ?
more and more stress !
wth i jus wan to have a relax time playin ,
but in the end because they dun like me ,
i had to avoid them ,
they comin down more and more often ,
then wad am i suppose to do , avoid them ?
then wad for ?
they play one side i play another side ,
then wad the hell i come down play for .
this farkin feelin sux can !
dun u think last time when playin basketbal ,
i am so happy and so on and now !
in the end they only farkingly think bout them then me !
wad the point they wan me go down and in the end ps me !
this is wad u all feel last time .
then now me anyone wil care for me ! no !
seriously i hate them lahz ! (except for some )
they ruin my mood ,
ruin my friend wad they wan !
if u all dun like me , then why am i alway the one goin away and nt them !
wad cant they jus stay at sp !
wtf they wan !
cb lahz !
my once place that i play last time had been completely ruin !
hu wil know haiz :(

to michelle bestie !
ur dedication :)
it had been long since i gav u once !
i miss u like hell can !
all the call we make every night ,
all the thing we message i could stil rmb in my heart !
i miss u cn !!
come down meet me soon bestie !